Really get desperate? He already "vandalized" his bike and home with a marker, forgetting to disguise his handwriting. He's also suspected of swatting his hovel for sympathy points and MPD dollars.He def has his hackles up today. I’m thinking it has to be fence related. That thing is an absolute monstrosity, Nikki has probably had it with what a fucking loser he is and has been lighting him up. Constantly having to look at it doesn’t help. Resents the fact that he has to go out there and risk a cardiac episode and still fuck it up instead of just using a book advance to pay for it. The slow, creeping realization that he ruined his own life and career must be maddening. If he loses the MPD lawsuit the pig might get really desperate.
"Desperate"would be having some introspection and self awareness for once in his life. Also mixing in the occasional salad and taking a night off from boozing.